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8.31.2008

shell.breakage

I like Jinan much better than Kaifeng. It's overwhelming in the best possible way. The food is simpry dericious; I see blue skies and a billion young faces. After arriving via sleeper train, I basically spent the whole day exploring. I didn't get much rest on the train, so I was pretty pooped by dinnertime. I went out and bought some necessities for my room. It's hard to control spending since everything is cheap, but I'm well aware that these little expenses rack up really fast. I'm in love with my room, even though it smells like rancid sewage. (I bought some Glade air freshener, it was MUCH NEEDED.) Last night, the four of us (Matt, Andrew, Emily and I) wandered downstairs to see if we could meet some other international students. Everybody was huddled in their groups; I overheard loud German coming from one corner and some heavily accented English from another corner (must've been either British or Irish, I couldn't really tell.) Strange how everybody sticks to their groups, even though I can't blame them- as fun as meeting strangers is, it's really awkward the first few days. Classes start up on the 7th. I need to register some time in the next few days, but lately my days have been filled with random outings, exploring campus, and gathering food and other necessities. 

I'm really tempted to say hello to some of the other students, but most of the looks I get are stand-offish, "not going to talk to you if you come say hi" kind of faces. I guess I just kind of feel like a recluse, which is a pity. For once in a long time, I feel super-insecure and awkward from being stared at. Luckily, I haven't quite hit the "homesickness" state... yet. 

It's all good, though. 
Tonight, we Americans have plotted the ultimate way to win over our foreign friends.

We'll see how things go. I hope we have enough ping pong balls.


Currently Listening To: Mairead: The Von Bondies

8.29.2008

new.connection

Hey. I'm leaving Kaifeng tonight to take a train to Jinan, where I'll be posted for the rest of the semester. I can't wait. Gotta keep this short, but just wanted to say, I'll be getting a cell phone in Jinan so hopefully you guys will be receiving a short call from me sometime in the next week. Love!

-m.

8.26.2008

alive&kicking

Hmph. Haven't been online alot (duh) but looking to change that. These past four days I've been on a giant road trip, I went to a bunch of places and took a bunch of pictures that I can't upload (which is so frustrating)- but if you're really interested in seeing where I was, you can google "the longmen grottos" and "shaolin temple" in china (duh) and see basically some pictures. I really do hate having internet. There has been so much happening that I just want to update everybody on, but you guys know how crappy my memory is, so I just have to do my best to carry all these stories in my brain until I can reach an internet cafe, spit out a few yuan, plop down between two World-of-Warcraft enthusiasts, and dump my stories onto the e-world.

So, big things lately.

Well, yesterday we were going to the Shaolin Temple (from Luoyang) and as we were merging onto a big highway, a motorist crashed into the back of our van. I was in the backseat facing the window and all of a sudden, out of my sleepy nap, i see this old woman on a Vespa-ish motorbike come merging into our lane going SO FAST and she slams into the side/back area of the van. My mouth dropped open in horror as I turned around and saw her limp body roll off the motor bike almost into oncoming traffic. Our van stops and literally everybody is frozen. Her body isn't moving. I seriously thought she was dead. I felt so sick to my stomach. She slowly got up after like 15 seconds, screaming and clutching her arm. Our driver rushes out an see what happened, and a small crowd starts building around us. This is pretty common in China (both the driving accidents and the nosy crowds). I wanted to jump out and help but it wouldn't have been the best idea. The last thing an accident needs is a van full of white (and two asian) foreigners to jump out and complicate the situation. Our van driver ended up dealing with the accident basically all day. As they say in China, "hen ma fan"- very bothersome. After getting most of the preliminary paperwork done (it took two hours!) we were back on the road to visit the shaolin temple, and after we were done, we called him and he picked us up, and we drove the 1.5 hours back to Kaifeng.

I'll be in Kaifeng for just a few more days, then it's off to Jinan and Shandong University. It's a city of about 2 million people, and needless to say, I am glad to get away from this place. I'm getting kind of sick of it. I feel kind of hopeless in this area. Not hopeless like my chinese can't get better, or whatever, but just like, walking around and seeing all the impoverished people, lots of beggars, unclean drinking water, shitty living conditions, getting sick a few times because of unclean food, it's... just a real trip.

I need to upload some photos... you'll have to wait a few days. Aside from all the little nitty gritties, China is truly beautiful. The countryside and the mountains, and Buddhist temples in Luoyang are really breathtaking. The stairs to climb the mountains are doing a number on my legs and bum, but it's good for me. Pollution is pretty prevalent and I've been careful to always carry tissue paper on me (since the bathrooms are made for squatting, not sitting- and they don't have TP) and hand sanitizer. I feel like a tourist. :(

People are very very very curious as to how an asian looking girl speaks English so well. I'm usually targeted in the group as a "chinese person" so whenever a curious native approaches our travelling group, they always ask "Are your friends foreigners?"

Imagine their face when I say, "Yes, but I'm a foreigner too. We're from America."

I gotta run. I swear up and down, I MISS EVERYBODY WHO READS THIS BLOG. ALOT.

Talk to you guys soon. <3

8.18.2008

henan.university

Wow. I'm here. It's kind of unreal. Haven't had internet access these past two days, but I'm currently in an internet cafe with matt, travis, and emily. we've been chilling and enjoying this city. needless to say, the humidity and lack of understanding with the townsfolk has been really annoying. The dorms are tiny and very... "old fashioned".. (read: nasty). Anyways, sorry that I have to keep this relatively short. Just know that I love you all and am missing beloit (and family that are reading this) like crazy. I'll be in Henan for about another week or so and then we're off on a roadtrip, then to Jinan. Alright. Update later.

OH BTW
shit here is so freaking cheap. like dear god. i can be full for an entire day off of basically 2USD.
<3

8.16.2008

hello.goodbye

K, it's like 1am. I'm finally all packed. *crosses fingers* I hope to baby jesus I don't forget anything crucial. I'm napping until 4:30, then it's up and at 'em. I can't believe it's actually happening. 

Herro, China.

8.15.2008

the.plunge

Welp, it's finally here. My last full day in the States until 2009. Shit's crazy.
I worked a lunch shift, and got off around 3. I've spent an hour sitting here on the internets basically doing nothing. I have a packing list- which I guess is a start. It's still kind of surreal that I'm leaving... my mom is pretty sad/nervous (more scared out of her mind) but once I leave, it'll probably sink in that she's going to be absolutely helpless. Anywho. I'm pretty nervous about my chinese being roughly at the same level of a kindergarden child's, but there's not much I can do about that. Maybe try. Or fake it. Haaaa.

Got a lot of stuff to do today. Namely, packing and cleaning.
Flying out of Kansas around 7am, arriving in Chicago around 9ish, and meeting up with Emily- then it's off to Shanghai! I'll be arriving there around 2pm on Sunday. Time zones kind of fuck with me. I'm not looking forward to jet lag, either way. 

I'm trying to cram a semester's worth of toiletries and random shit into suitcases. Chances are, I'm going to overpack, then unpack, and try to re-pack more lightly. Wish me luck. <3

8.06.2008

time.flies

q: where did my summer go?
a: the restaurant stole it.

i leave in 10 days. this is unreal.